I felt like crap all day and on top of it the weather was gray and foggy all morning. I had to go to my 5th radiation. Great. Got there; had the extended pleasure of also doing x-rays. Apparently we have to do that every 5 treatments to make sure things are aligned. They also realized that they are supposed to confirm my identity daily by comparing me to the photo that comes up with my file.
So today was a day to be forgotten for the most part. And then I saw an email from Lalas. She did the 3-day breast cancer walk in Atlanta this past weekend. She walked with this sign pinned to her back and some super cute fairy wings. I read her brief account of what seems to have been a very emotional experience. All I can think is that I need to walk it. I wish I had been there with Chris as she walked - though I would have been in tears and she would have cried with me and we'd be two blubbering girls. Maybe next year. I mean walking it, not being a bunch of blubbering girls.
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{{{ jenn }}}
today you are 1/5 of the way to being fully "insured."
if you can find the time, could you post the photo from the walk and Lalas experience?
next year, no "maybe" for we will all walk it together.
while your day was not the zenith of day, i promise you there is a bright light glimmering on YOUR horizon.
you are not alone. and, blubbering just like giggling, is a "good" thing. i hope you find that much warranted release.
love,
cherie
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